Now that I can be honest... =)
I AM HAVING A BABY!
I am so excited... a little scared, but mostly excited.
I am about 8.5wks pregnant right now. Right in the midst of the infamous 1st trimester. (I feel like I sound insert a 'dunnn...duhnnn...nunnnnn' sound effect.)
I have decided that I am probably going to have every side effect possible, even if only for a couple of days. Not that I want them, but they seem to like to visit me.
Fatigue: I started very tired. I don't think I have my regular energy back, but I do not have to nap every day before cooking dinner anymore, so we are improving.
Morning sickness: I have had pretty bad morning sickness... well, all day sickness. It comes and goes with no particular pattern. Some days are better than others, and I am hoping the worst is behind me. There were a few days that kept me bound to the couch and bed, but it's been a week or so since one of those days. I do not think eating helps much at all. In fact, sometimes I feel worse after eating. =/ No vomiting, only nausea.
Food Aversions: I can't drink coffee anymore. It is gross to me. (Honestly, I am sad about this. It used to be such a comfort.) Last week I had a really difficult time thinking of anything I could possibly put in my mouth. Sometimes just the thought of a certain food or drink sent me gagging in the toilet. I found that if I didn't think about the food in advance and just ate, I would be okay... I couldn't even really think about it while I was eating, just shove it in. Ha! This week seems a bit better.
Stinky Feet: I know, you are thinking, "What?" However, early in my pregnancy, when my hormones (any time I say hormones, I want to say 'hormonies' like 'My Big Fat Greek Wedding') were all out of whack, my feet stunk. I didn't put two and two together for a little bit, but finally I read on-line that it is not all that uncommon. What can you do but laugh? So many embarrassing things come with pregnancy, might as well add one more! Thankfully, I believe that is over. =)
Sciatic Nerve: I have not gained any weight. None. And yet my sciatic nerve in my bum is already feeling strained. I am nervous for the future. I read that my uterus has gone from the size of a plum to the size of a grapefruit already, and can be putting pressure on the nerve, yes, even this early. Boo! When I do much activity, I feel like I pulled a muscle in my bum. Lovely.
Emotions: I am a crier. I always have been. I like to be in touch with my emotions. Now, I think I cry even more. Sorry, Jon! Sometimes I am not even sure why the tears won't stop, or why they even started. Thankfully, I can usually laugh at the same time, completing the look of a crazy person.
Spotting: I had one scare of a little blood when I went to the restroom. I cried a bit, nervous something could be wrong, but quickly realized, other than resting, there was nothing I could do about it. So, already, the Lord is teaching me to hand my child over to Him and trust Him.
There are a few other things I will spare you details on, especially since I may have some men reading this, however, I am quite certain this little child in me is well worth some discomfort. I keep telling myself that a sick Mama normally means a growing baby, so all is well!
I'll post pictures when I start showing. For now, no one can tell anything. Boo! My mom tells me to enjoy not having a belly because it will come soon enough, for long enough... probably true. I guess for now I'll enjoy all my regular clothes.
I am about 8.5wks pregnant right now. Right in the midst of the infamous 1st trimester. (I feel like I sound insert a 'dunnn...duhnnn...nunnnnn' sound effect.)
I have decided that I am probably going to have every side effect possible, even if only for a couple of days. Not that I want them, but they seem to like to visit me.
Fatigue: I started very tired. I don't think I have my regular energy back, but I do not have to nap every day before cooking dinner anymore, so we are improving.
Morning sickness: I have had pretty bad morning sickness... well, all day sickness. It comes and goes with no particular pattern. Some days are better than others, and I am hoping the worst is behind me. There were a few days that kept me bound to the couch and bed, but it's been a week or so since one of those days. I do not think eating helps much at all. In fact, sometimes I feel worse after eating. =/ No vomiting, only nausea.
Food Aversions: I can't drink coffee anymore. It is gross to me. (Honestly, I am sad about this. It used to be such a comfort.) Last week I had a really difficult time thinking of anything I could possibly put in my mouth. Sometimes just the thought of a certain food or drink sent me gagging in the toilet. I found that if I didn't think about the food in advance and just ate, I would be okay... I couldn't even really think about it while I was eating, just shove it in. Ha! This week seems a bit better.
Stinky Feet: I know, you are thinking, "What?" However, early in my pregnancy, when my hormones (any time I say hormones, I want to say 'hormonies' like 'My Big Fat Greek Wedding') were all out of whack, my feet stunk. I didn't put two and two together for a little bit, but finally I read on-line that it is not all that uncommon. What can you do but laugh? So many embarrassing things come with pregnancy, might as well add one more! Thankfully, I believe that is over. =)
Sciatic Nerve: I have not gained any weight. None. And yet my sciatic nerve in my bum is already feeling strained. I am nervous for the future. I read that my uterus has gone from the size of a plum to the size of a grapefruit already, and can be putting pressure on the nerve, yes, even this early. Boo! When I do much activity, I feel like I pulled a muscle in my bum. Lovely.
Emotions: I am a crier. I always have been. I like to be in touch with my emotions. Now, I think I cry even more. Sorry, Jon! Sometimes I am not even sure why the tears won't stop, or why they even started. Thankfully, I can usually laugh at the same time, completing the look of a crazy person.
Spotting: I had one scare of a little blood when I went to the restroom. I cried a bit, nervous something could be wrong, but quickly realized, other than resting, there was nothing I could do about it. So, already, the Lord is teaching me to hand my child over to Him and trust Him.
There are a few other things I will spare you details on, especially since I may have some men reading this, however, I am quite certain this little child in me is well worth some discomfort. I keep telling myself that a sick Mama normally means a growing baby, so all is well!
I'll post pictures when I start showing. For now, no one can tell anything. Boo! My mom tells me to enjoy not having a belly because it will come soon enough, for long enough... probably true. I guess for now I'll enjoy all my regular clothes.
July 18, 2010 at 12:57 PM
Yippee!!! :) This will be the biggest faith walk for you....even more so than moving overseas! Having my babies in Botswana grew my faith in God so much....good moments! You can do it and you will wear your badge of honor proudly, as I wear mine! :) Enjoy every moment...even the not so fun ones because it does go by quick and before you know it, that little Heller will be in your arms!
July 18, 2010 at 6:14 PM
Hey Layne, I also spotted with my first and he is now 28 years old. So I have three words to encourage you with. Enjoy, enjoy, enjoy!! Carrying a new life in you is so awesome. Such exciting days are ahead and I am so happy for you and Jon. By the way, do you remember me? I am Anna Jacks mom. Just thought I would let you know I wasn't some random person. haha
Blessings,
Kelli
July 18, 2010 at 6:15 PM
Layne, I am soooo happy and excited for you. One of the best journeys of all to be on!!! I never had fullblown morning sickness but I would get queasy after eating breakfast - I found if I lay on my back for about 5 minutes it would go away. Just wait until your little one begins to move around I think there is something so wonderful about that part of pregnancy!
July 19, 2010 at 1:05 AM
Congrats Layne! I'm so excited for you. I've been thinking of you guys and your future baby since that post you wrote about preparing physically and spiritually for being parents. You've encouraged me to do the same. I am praying for you guys and you're in my thoughts.
July 20, 2010 at 12:01 AM
Layne, I love reading all you know about pregnacy!! I am going to enjoy this journey w/ you :) Thank you LORD for this baby!
August 2, 2010 at 9:53 PM
yeah layne... I am so excited to go throguh this experience with you as you post about it. Its so exciting. I remeber having to make meals (proper portions and all) for Dean, since he was boarding with us over on Mervins property. I remember I couldnt handle the smell of meat, the thought of making meals, etc. I would make it, and walk away and not eat. It was awful. I would get so blah from it. The thought of food would make my stomach turn. Unless, just like you I wouldn't think about it, just do it... just eat it. And about that spotting thing... I did that too with Tshiamo and Liberty. Tshiamo's was at the very beginning *thats why we never had a true due date) and then Liberty's was like when I was 7 months and I ended up in the ER, cuz I freaked out!!! But, I was perfectly fine! Nothing wrong. Some woman can spot their entire pregnancy. Nerve racking if you ask me!!!! And, your mom is right. It comes quick enough for long enough. When you get to 6 and 7 months you will LOVE it, but by 8 months, you will start thinking, ok... I am getting big enough... really, can I grow any more???? LOL! Enjoy your time now but enjy it when you get bigger too cuz it goes just as quickly. I miss being pregnant... sometimes. LOL! I lost like 30lbs with Tshiamo's pregnancy. Didnt gain at all and I even ate mega amounts of ice cream every day the last month. I mean MEGA amounts. LOL!!! Like 4 or 5 shakes a day and some more sometimes. LOL! Liberty, that was a different story. Then Journey, do I need to say it... I gained a lot and lost most. You will do fine. Some people gain some loose it ... regardless you will be beautiful! :)